updates!

deleted the other one....my days isn't good today...this is actually the third post i've posted today...but i guess you guys only seen 2 right??ya i'vei'm frigging pissed! so don't ever try to bothers me!!i hate it when who-ever-the-hell is DISTURB...smile can be faked!me....YA so F**K off or you'll be bleached by me!!understand??!!my post always filled with anger because THIS (here)! is the only place that i can scold whoever i want,i actually have the thought that die is the only solution for this F**king problem i face!!one of the trouble maker should die then no more problem for me to post here therefore i would have less sin in my fucking life!!!i'm so frigging sick of my life because my life sucks so much...nobody understand...put a smile on my face doesn't mean i'm happy.....i'm the one whom is to be blame in every mistakes,everything,every misfortune,every of everything!!why am i born at the first place??i knew no one in the world is perfect,but i am just the too IMPERFECT ones...its as if i'm a handicap!!My patience has its limits so don't try crossing the end of my line...i've already tolerate with whoever the world have to be....YES and people still think that i'm the worst of all...so why the heck that i live??ITS just total MEANINGLESS!! A question for all of you guys out there!when somethings goes wrong,who will you blame it too???i bet 10 out of 10 will blame whoever in the world....except themselves...have lots of fun when others get the blame,as long as the person get blamed wasn't you???have you people ever think of the feeling of that person that did not do the "crime" that gets the blame??STOP being SELFISH and DO! ADMIT YOUR MISTAKES when IT WAS YOU WHO DID THE "CRIME"!!!understand?!dont push the blames to other while you sit back and relax like no body's business because GOD KNOWS WHO IS RIGHT AND WHO WRONG! He watches you from above....He'll do the final judgement!!