FrUsTraTIon!!!

have i been fool or was it that i'm just trying to build things up on my own??things always don't happen the way i wanted it to be....the reason is because i'm not good enough to put things in my way...how to put unwanted people out of your life??anyone have any idea??i need the solution for things that didn't go my way....but of cause i wont put such big hope for everything to go my way...but there are certain things that i really hope it will go my way....people around me are changing so quickly like....hmmmm...*snap* and *pooooffff* there it goes....or was it i'm the one whom had change???no i don't think so....okay i'll admit that i might had change but my changes aren't as big as what other's drastic changes i've seen....in just 3 months,the person that i've knew wasn't them anymore....how fast a person could transform??do i have any rights to tell them how bad they have change??i know i don't have the right to do so...why??the answer is....who are you to tell me that!!!(right)....i'm nobody,that is why i'm doing nothing.....leave you off to your beautiful and fantasies world without a word from me and one day you will know how much you have regret for not taking my words....

hmmm....finish of emo-ing....what about today??nothing at all happen for this holiday after 2 days....i have tuition again today...i'll never like to go tuition...ish!!!just now i went to McD and no worries this time i'm smart enough to not eat any of the burger there....i ordered a McFlurry OREO....hmmm...what should i say about the McFlurry??actually....i don't really like it because its so sweet.....woooshhh and looking at how disgusting people were eating,i've no appetite to eat at all....so i gave it to my brother to finish it up...haha...eh eats alot!!!as in ALOT!!!hahaha...then i'm back home...it takes me and hour and more to reach my hse from shah alam...which always takes me only maximum 20 minutes to reach home...hmmm...due to the HARI RAYA it take another extra one hour to reach home...faintastic....haha...not fantastic lor...see properly.....tomorrow will supposedly be the HARI RAYA celebration i think...haha..i wasn't sure about all this festive thingy....so i'll like to wish all the Muslims in the whole wide world SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!drive carefully and don't cause accidents okay??hahaha....and tomorrow will also be one of my ex-teacher's birthday....someone will know who is she...so i'll wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY too...she is a very nice and responsible teacher...will always appreciate her for being a good teacher...hmm...i think that is all for this post...

i'm off to where-ever i'm suppose to go now..hahaha...chaoz