STRESSED!!!

this saturday there will be an AGM meeting fr school curiculur's activity board meeting....they wil have to choose their board members for their respective clubs and society....i hate going for AGM meeting that is why last year i missed the meeting and suprisingly i'm the vice president of choir club this year...not next year...next year's board member will be choosen this saturday...please i hope that i don't get a single position...its not easy to handle a choir especially with those uncoorperative peoples....so i'm freakingly stressed out with that...secondly, for not talking with LEONG, i'm being lectured again....hey people,i'm a normal human..i have emotion...yu don't expect me to smile and talk to him 24/7....and i wasn't so sure why he didn't lift up his head to look at me...maybe he think he did something wrong??do you think so??wtf...i don't care a hit of this....in this case my mum is adding stress to me by lecturing me why is it i'm treating people like this this this and this....wth!!!i'm not angel okay??!!!i have feelings too....you should know what's my situation....why is this particular person giving me so much of problem??!!!FREAKING SHIT!!!then,i hadn't sleep in the evening because i was using the net....my sister is sick now...great...she is sick and i'm sick too...she gets the attention as if she was so bloody ill...nevermind...i'm not jealous...hahaha...then tomorrow i have this prefects meeting...OMG!!!i'm so not suitable to be a prefect!!!i can't even get a shit of what is the briefing in the morning is all about...they councilor very briefing as if they are being chased by a train....i have english oral to be done...i don't know when is it...and i can't get a shit into my brain...my eyes is so itchy and i feel like scrapping my eyeballs off the eye socket...my eyes is totally so damn tired...nobody understand me!!!they expect me to understand them!!!excuse me i'm only 16 and you people are much more elder than i am, and NOW i have to UNDERsTAND YOU PEOPLE INSTEAD OF YOU PEOPLE UNDERSTANDING ME!!???even if i'm sad nobody knows because i don't have a chance to show that i'm not happy..and the reason must be because i'm too young to be sad!!!wtf...young people don't get emo one isit??!!!damn it....i'm currently so stressed out because my exam is around the corner and i'm not prepared yet!!!i have so many chapter of every subject to memorise and read!!!i can't understand it!!!