Frustration over?!

LET'S PUT AN END TO IT!
SAY GOODBYE!

Meaningless

STAB ME!

211th

I'm being super paranoid nowadays.
I tend to argue and trying to put up a fight with people around me.
I'm weird I think.
No!I'm annoying,yes I know.
I tend to lose patient.
Not that I wanted to do that to my friends.
I just feel so annoyed over little things.
For example,when I'm tired and soon to fall asleep,
someone (anyone) talk,
I'll get so super frustrated and get up and started scolding like an old granny.
Another example?
I was annoyed in school today for I know what reason.
To the person that feel like exploding,
please help yourself so I don't make a burden for you,
and I wouldn't have to resist anything and so were you.
I'm feeling so heavy for everything that are ahead waiting for me.

Things that are make me feel as if I need to scream to the sea :
- Ambang Kemerdekaan performance.
- Trials
- SPM
- NATIONAL SERVICE!
- People around me who loves to act like a leader and
- People around me who loves to nag!

TQ~

Random!

SHOOT ME SHOOT ME!
FINE!
*killing is a crime*
SO!
HANG ME UPSIDE DOWN PLEASE!
WHY?!
TO RELEASE WHAT'S INSIDE ME!
I MYSELF HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS WRONG WITH MYSELF!
*pfffffffffffffffft*
I just have the feeling that being upside down would makes me feel better?!
haha..I don't know what theory was that!
Maybe its MINE!
SIN DEE'S THEORY!

NOW I PRESENT!!!!!!!
SIN DEE'S THEORY!
The latest theory create!
LOL...
okay!I'm CRAZY I KNOW!
BOTHER ME NOT!
HAHA...
CHIAOZ!

WHOLE BUNCH OF DUMPS!

its so unfair lar!yorh!its just 3 times it ever happen and i've got a warning!the fact is that i didn't even like use it!shyt case!some others....happen to use it and whatever! but nothing tend to happen!SHYT CASE!i bring on Saturday its because ITS FOR OFFICIAL NEEDS OKAY!bullshyt!i only bring for official needs....wtf!super BAD LUCK! annoying LIAR! TRAITOR! its for OFFICIAL use MIND YOU!argh!!!!! how can this happen?such a mess of my reputations!

anyway,tomorrow i have CHOIR practice....and i have tuition right after that....argh!and not to forget...i have my HISTORY QUIZ in class tomorrow....i haven even read a shyt of it...!i'm just gonna flunk it la...like it ever matters to me...jeez!what matters now is MY REPUTATION!its a huge pain in the ass for them is it?crap the hell outta me...argh!CHEATERS!all i wanted to say is

ITS UNFAIR!

**** la wei!

vulgar words are like something common already in my blog...like HARLO so what if i use vulgar words...when i'm pissed this is what i do....all things went well from morning til 7 p.m...after that...yeah it the day start to bitch...wtf la...pissed like hell...if you're ever in my situation you'll be blowing up the sky...fuck wei!i don't really use this 'F' word and i only use it in sentences...in real life...NO!...i'm so frigging pissed now...its like HARLO its not my fucking fault and why is it that when its not dealed properly don't put me into so ass-holes dip shit!sometimes,when a person talk too much is gets ppl so damn IRRITATED and you'll feel like giving a punch right on that person's face!sometimes,when you said something that you don't mean it but the listener felt it!not in any mood to blog but i really just wanna say this "PLEASE THINK BEFORE YOU TALK"...thank you..this is the main purpose i come blogging...don't ask what happen because there is SOMETHING!bye...!

a new start of 2008

make my post simple....first day of school=not good.why=class streaming.what happen=i don't like my class.so=i'm changing class..oh btw, changing the class is something i'll settle it down..changing class is my choice..i don't know what others would think about me...yesh i might not be qualified..so what?!at least i give it a try to achieve what i wanted!anyway....get to change class or not might not be a deal for others whom are satisfied with their class but its a deal for me!whatever!next!i don't even understand what i've did to that ass-hole-shit annoyer=c4 in my shoutbox!this idiot pigs just love to spam my tagboard!what the hell is wrong with that damn fella la!if you're brave enough show me who you are!if you are a guy,please go change your gender!if you have anything to say!just write your name there on my tagboard and say whatever shit you wanna say!stop spamming like a biatch!ass hole!that's all...!if you're not happy with what i'm blogging then why read my blog!just to spend your damn time reading my blog?one word for people like this =PARIA!

~untitled~

no title for now....can't think of a good even a worst title for it ever.....i'm so....err.....confused...err not exactly confused but something near to confuse....erm...inner confusion....is there such thing??you have no choice but to accept the fact that there is such thing,so do i....i'm currently so panic for whatever reason it suppose to be,felt hurt also for I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT REASON,feel unwanted at the same time(not what you're thinking because there are something that you people might not understand),feeling mentally disturb,not satisfied with CERTAIN things, TENSION, depressed?,terribly sad in some god-knows-what stuff,feeling unfair,bored due to staying at home for so long,terrified,etc.....just too many to be mentioned yet indescribable......I'M EXTREMELY CONFUSED RIGHT NOW!!!i need a person to talk to who don't always comparing me with themselves either to anybody.......a person whom could understand me.....listen to is enough for all you could do....too bad,out of my life,no such person exist!i'm not taking in advices for now...yesh just for now because i'm so in a disaster-of-myself now....oh may i ask?why do a human get jealous???this is the hardest things to go through because nobody can help you!only you could help yourself which is not easy!!!!argh~~!!!!i'm so emotionally DISTURB!!for now i shall say....so to dear readers,don't come asking me what happen or whatever you might wanted to do unless you know whom is the person i NEEDED!because me either don't know who was it.......!humans mind are just so unpredictable!!!

STRESSED!!!

this saturday there will be an AGM meeting fr school curiculur's activity board meeting....they wil have to choose their board members for their respective clubs and society....i hate going for AGM meeting that is why last year i missed the meeting and suprisingly i'm the vice president of choir club this year...not next year...next year's board member will be choosen this saturday...please i hope that i don't get a single position...its not easy to handle a choir especially with those uncoorperative peoples....so i'm freakingly stressed out with that...secondly, for not talking with LEONG, i'm being lectured again....hey people,i'm a normal human..i have emotion...yu don't expect me to smile and talk to him 24/7....and i wasn't so sure why he didn't lift up his head to look at me...maybe he think he did something wrong??do you think so??wtf...i don't care a hit of this....in this case my mum is adding stress to me by lecturing me why is it i'm treating people like this this this and this....wth!!!i'm not angel okay??!!!i have feelings too....you should know what's my situation....why is this particular person giving me so much of problem??!!!FREAKING SHIT!!!then,i hadn't sleep in the evening because i was using the net....my sister is sick now...great...she is sick and i'm sick too...she gets the attention as if she was so bloody ill...nevermind...i'm not jealous...hahaha...then tomorrow i have this prefects meeting...OMG!!!i'm so not suitable to be a prefect!!!i can't even get a shit of what is the briefing in the morning is all about...they councilor very briefing as if they are being chased by a train....i have english oral to be done...i don't know when is it...and i can't get a shit into my brain...my eyes is so itchy and i feel like scrapping my eyeballs off the eye socket...my eyes is totally so damn tired...nobody understand me!!!they expect me to understand them!!!excuse me i'm only 16 and you people are much more elder than i am, and NOW i have to UNDERsTAND YOU PEOPLE INSTEAD OF YOU PEOPLE UNDERSTANDING ME!!???even if i'm sad nobody knows because i don't have a chance to show that i'm not happy..and the reason must be because i'm too young to be sad!!!wtf...young people don't get emo one isit??!!!damn it....i'm currently so stressed out because my exam is around the corner and i'm not prepared yet!!!i have so many chapter of every subject to memorise and read!!!i can't understand it!!!