stress-ed??

what is happening??why chemistry suddenly become so difficult??i've read chapter seven chemistry for two times...i get nothing from it...i've read chapter five...its not that difficult i think...haha...a war had just over a few minutes ago...haha...family problems??hehe...don't care...monday chemistry,tuesday i have bm and est paper...haha...nonit to read one...so i can do my revision for bio adn add maths on tuesday...later i'm going for my grandma's birthday...hmm...can i on my nerd mood later??haha..can i bring my book there??obviously no way...haha...i'll be busy listening to stories,taking care of cute little babies..haha...so happy...get some cute baby's picture later...ohh...i'll get to use my brother's camera later...so cool...its a canon camera...but not really my brother's one..haha..its his company camera....but its for him to use for his work....after all,consider its his lar..haha...nothing really to blog about...i just feel like blogging so i just blogged...haha...NO MORE STRESS!!!haha....(as if)........

what is it suppose to be??

what date is today??i forgot..i think its a week a go since i've came online...hmm...exam is just the beginning...two more weeks to go...i really dunno what to blog about...i blogged because i don't want my blog to be dead...tomorrow is my grandma's birthday...i'm not looking forward on this day...because on Monday i have chemistry exam...tonnes of facts for me to memorise...oh yeah...today moral paper sucks...thanks to this stupidest PUAN NURIAH!!!she never tell us what is coming out for exam...she just tell us to memorise until bidang SIX!!!(its not easy to memorise nonsense OKAY!!)forget it..i managed to memorised it tho...she never tell us to memorise the akta thingy....and it came out....STUPID!!!i'm so not in a mood to talk bout everything...so that's it for this time!!choaz...

a part of life

why do i say what goes around comes around?you'll know later....its so long ago since i've last blog...exam is around the corner...the stress is getting more and more....you can't control it because people around you are always telling that how stressful they are....whatever it is....i've done my best....forget bout the exam for a moment....good news of 2 weeks??first i'm no more a probationist...i'm now considered as a "prefect"...haha...means no more writing reports....my briefing sucks....don't ever try to put me under traffic duty...i hate it cos i can't brief....this week i'm under block cd....its so much more easier to do duty under kit teng cos she is more lenient...today something really sucks happen....which to start??okay start with homework...i've more than 10 of add maths question to do....its not easy...have to do some real revision....history is not entering my head...i suck at it....tomorrow morals student have to go school...omg...why do we have school when its around the exam week???next my bio teacher....not gonna hide her name anywhere!!!i'll mention her name loud and clear...PUAN RUSLIZAWATI was never my favourite teacher....i've find her lazy since the beginning of the year....she always absent herself...my friend said that this teacher's health is not that good....so i've excused her...after back from my school redang's trip,she is getting lazier....she teach through the things that was displayed on the screen....I CAN TEACH BETTER THAN SHE DOES IF ITS FROM THE SCREEN!!she was suppose to give some tips on the paper 3 as she promised...we never force her....so mich ask her when she'll give us the tips....this is how it goes..:

MICH : cikgu bila nak bagi tips utk paper 3?
PN RUS : hmm...tengok lah...kalau mood cikgu baik, cikgu bagi...
LEE TENG : oh...then kalau macam tu,kita tengok kita punya mood baik baru buat exam bio lar....
PN RUS : as you all wish....bukannya ada affect saya punya salary...

see how useful was she....never mind forget it....saturday,today.....i have a ceramah moral...haih.....the whole ceramah had no benefits....its just this dunno what name,Malay guy crapping in front...he is really funny....he talks shit...haha...oh yeah,in school today was really stressful for me...you would see ppl all around holding books...aiyo....so tension...especially when they start memorising...fooosh....*fainted*....
hmm...nothing to elaborate about...so i'll like to sleep now...its so tiring...i slept at 2 a.m last night...woke up at 6.30 a.m....people just don't use their brains before they talk....*sigh*

off to bed...haha

UNTITLED~

no title for today....currently i'm tired...its just early in the morning...yesh..because its early in the morning i shall be sleeping right??i've already ate my breakfast...went to TAMAN RAHSNA to eat dim sum...yummy + yuckyy...hahaha...oh yeah...remember around a month ago i bought a school bag??and YOU KNOW WHAT??it spoiled already...OREEF things are so bad quality...its just a month i've been using it and now its spoil already...no...not even a month yet...so bad!!my mum ask me to bring it to the shop and tell them...ooooohhsss...so embarrassing...and somehow i've threw the receipt away...so what to argue now??!!have no rights to argue at all hur??sigh...what the hell is this...why things spoil so easily??i slept at my grandma hse last night...oh make it right..its this morning...3 am...sigh...why i've sleep so early in the morning??first, because i can't sleep due to the hotness of the room...secondly, i don't have a proper place to sleep on...thirdly, its so annoying that, when i want to fall asleep...the dog will start barking,my grandma will cough and the window will have such scratching noise...its freaky isn't it??i don't know what homework i have some more...i've finished my chemistry homework,report and half way through my add maths homework...exam is around the corner..another 2 weeks more...i would take my Japanese test before the exam...i've not touch a page of it yet...i'm so going to drop off this Japanese language next year...bluek...sucky subject..its so difficult to cope on it...maybe i've lost interest...yesterday the AGM meeting was okay....as in just o-kay-....so the new committee member is chosen...all the form 5's next year in choir have a post..because we have limited form 5's...bad news....but this give chances to the younger ones...hahaha..they are real lucky...Su Ern did not attend school because she want to study(must be)...so we the form 5's next year conduct the meeting...out of the three clubs,i've only one post...which is not to mention...and then, Lee Teng have two post...one is in PANDU PUTERI RENJER as the treasurer or the vice treasurer i forgot...since it have nothing to so with me,so why should i bother...hahaha..and another post in CHOIR!!!as the programme coordinator...i don't even know what programme coordinator should do...hahaha..nevermind...talk about it next year...hahaha...no more to say...

*i'm off*

SICK-ness

today is really a not-so-good day for me...since tomorrow is the AGM meeting...our choir club PRESIDENT,hasn't ready with the list of people of the board members yet...i could understand that because she is the top student in my school...obviously she is now really busy with her studies as SPM is already around the corner...and ya,she won't be attending the meeting tomorrow...so give yourself an image of how the meeting will be like without any form 5 students...never mind we'll overcome it...i've been sick since Monday...which is like...erm....almost five days...coughing is really killing...its not fun at all to be sick...its been the second day since i've not been talking to a particular person...its no big problem at all...its just so easy task to not talk..hahaha...so today after school i went to McDonald to eat my lunch...i met Yee Li in the McD..i always meet her where ever i go...why is such a coincidence???haha...kita ada jodoh lar...hahaha...her sister is so adorable...can i pinch her??*evil grin*....ok cut the crap...its such a torture...know why??i don't think so you'll know..i'm definitely so doink-ish...i put 2 packs of salt...then now McD have came up with this seaweed thingy...i didn't know it was salty either...so i put that in too...the salty-ness is really killing me...since i'm such a big eater,i ate it all up..hahaha...and yeah,there are this MERDEKA CELEBRATION COUPONS...its buy one large mcvalue meal then you can choose one burger free...or mcnuggets or whatsoever...i'm not the promoter so i'm not gonna mention it all..hahaha...so i bought one grilled chicken foldover and i got one fillet o fish free...since i was really bloated after finishing the french fries and the foldover,i didn't manage to eat my burger...so i brought it home and guess what??my stupid+annoying+idiotic maid ate my burger!!!shit on her lar eat my food...she is gonna get diarrhoea for ten days for eating my burger!!!OMG!!!BAD NEWS AGAIN!!!su ern just called me....this is the board member's list...

PRESIDENT : xxx(HAHAHA...ANONYMOUS)
V.PRESIDENT : YEOW SHIAU LING??!!! (OH OH)
SECRETARY : MEI YI (SHE IS SO DARN SUITABLE FOR THIS POSITION)
V.SECRETARY : CIUYI (JIOR I WANT HER TO BE THE VICE PRESIDENT!!)
TREASURER : JUVEE TEH (AS PREDICTED)
V.TREASURER : HO KIT TENG (SU ERN'S CHOICE...is it possible?because she have a post in the INTERACT CLUB...)
MUSIC COORDINATOR : KYM PHUAH (PENDING..cos wasn't sure if she'll be in choir next year)
V. MUSIC COORDINATOR : CIUYI (again)...pity her...
COSTUME : SU-CHING
V. FOR COSTUME : YAN THENG?? (CAN SHE??)
HEAD OF ALTO : KOK YEN (LIKE WHO DON'T KNOW)
HEAD OF SOPRANO I : DREY DREY (HAHAHA...SHE'LL DEFINITELY SCREWED ME!!BUT NOT MY FAULT LAR)
HEAD OF SOPRANO II : EE VEE...(???)

the rest of the board members will be selected tomorrow...oh one more...i get heard the news that STEPHANIE KOH (my beloved squid) is shifting away next year...don't know where she will go again...sigh...my SQUID!!!i'll so damn miss my SQUID!!!hahaha...oooosssh!!!additional maths exam until chapter 11 including the stupid differentiation...its so hard...i'll definitely failed with flying colours this time...so many chapter to cover for others subject....ooooosssh!!!fainted!!hmmm..that's all for today...hahaha...k chaoz...

~away~~~sleeping~~zzzz

STRESSED!!!

this saturday there will be an AGM meeting fr school curiculur's activity board meeting....they wil have to choose their board members for their respective clubs and society....i hate going for AGM meeting that is why last year i missed the meeting and suprisingly i'm the vice president of choir club this year...not next year...next year's board member will be choosen this saturday...please i hope that i don't get a single position...its not easy to handle a choir especially with those uncoorperative peoples....so i'm freakingly stressed out with that...secondly, for not talking with LEONG, i'm being lectured again....hey people,i'm a normal human..i have emotion...yu don't expect me to smile and talk to him 24/7....and i wasn't so sure why he didn't lift up his head to look at me...maybe he think he did something wrong??do you think so??wtf...i don't care a hit of this....in this case my mum is adding stress to me by lecturing me why is it i'm treating people like this this this and this....wth!!!i'm not angel okay??!!!i have feelings too....you should know what's my situation....why is this particular person giving me so much of problem??!!!FREAKING SHIT!!!then,i hadn't sleep in the evening because i was using the net....my sister is sick now...great...she is sick and i'm sick too...she gets the attention as if she was so bloody ill...nevermind...i'm not jealous...hahaha...then tomorrow i have this prefects meeting...OMG!!!i'm so not suitable to be a prefect!!!i can't even get a shit of what is the briefing in the morning is all about...they councilor very briefing as if they are being chased by a train....i have english oral to be done...i don't know when is it...and i can't get a shit into my brain...my eyes is so itchy and i feel like scrapping my eyeballs off the eye socket...my eyes is totally so damn tired...nobody understand me!!!they expect me to understand them!!!excuse me i'm only 16 and you people are much more elder than i am, and NOW i have to UNDERsTAND YOU PEOPLE INSTEAD OF YOU PEOPLE UNDERSTANDING ME!!???even if i'm sad nobody knows because i don't have a chance to show that i'm not happy..and the reason must be because i'm too young to be sad!!!wtf...young people don't get emo one isit??!!!damn it....i'm currently so stressed out because my exam is around the corner and i'm not prepared yet!!!i have so many chapter of every subject to memorise and read!!!i can't understand it!!!

my BIRTHDAY!!!

hmm....i have so many things to talk about my birthday...firstly,i would like to thanks to this people :
JOE JIAN (my 'jie jie')
AUDREY (DREY!!!)
KIKI (jo lin)
LINDA (the cool one)
MICH (drey drey's 'mom')
MEI YI (the bad bad yi)
BE TENG (bee bee)
LEE TENG (dunno what to call)

those are people that make my birthday so wonderful....thanks to all the prezzie....i'll surely appreciate it alot...oh one more i missed out!!! Pn.NORITA!!!lol...she bought me a birthday cake...hahaha..so sweet of her...not many people that remember my birthday tho...never mind its alright...there are one person that say this...i'll quote it : 'i could not be the first to wish you on your birthday but at least i'm the last to wish' ....whatever...anything that this person told me will never matter because....*foooshhhhh* my fire is burning at the back of me....let me says this....this fellow has never did anything as he/she had mention....you can spend a bloody day with some idiot PIGS and never even bother to remember a thing that you have promised to me...i'll obviously put you in my FFK LIST!!!you do this to me, you'll accept the consequences!!!I SAY IT AND I MEAN IT!!!you thought i'll believe you that you'll get me what i want for my birthday?!!!NO WAY!!i won't even put a small hope about it!!!you have always promise me things but ask yourself if you have done any of it??!!!if you can't do it,then don't make promises!!!DAMN SHIT!!!its not the present that matter....even if you don't get me a present its okay...its the thought that counts!!!understand simple word??!!you have ruin your TRUSTWORTHY-NESS!!!you are NOT TRUSTWORTHY at all!!!!F-I-S-H off!!!can you people imagine how bad is the feeling of having such thing happen on your own birthday??!!!!its so heart-broken kinda thing...not broke up with bf or gf's heart broken lar...its the heart-broken that a friend could do this to you on your birthday!!!phew~~now my fire had gone....i know that birthday isn't something big because you celebrate your birthday every year don't you??sigh....nevermind...i don't think people will really understand this...i have nothing to say now...but one last word from me about my birthday is that i'm very DISAPPOINTED!!!

okay i'm off now~

the WHATEVER day

to dear reader,
this is just a notice to you all that read my blog,
thanks for reading my blog but i would have to say this because....
I HATE THIS WHEN IT HAPPENS!!!
i want to say that,
after reading my blog,just let what ever i've wrote ends here...
don't go around spreading what is in my blog to no matter who it is and who you are!!
what ever that you want to say,go ahead open your gap and shoot your voice out loud,
but please not about WHAT MY BLOG IS ABOUT!!!!
thx...

yesterday i went to see some home furniture....OMG!!its so nice but its so expensive...okay...its not tht expensive but i can't afford it so i'll say that its EXPENSIVE!!!its some design from singapore...its so much more advance compare to those we have in MALAYSIA....opss....MERDEKA has just over and now i'm backstabbing my own country...hahaha....nevermind...next...today i have nothing much on going...i went for breakfast as usual...BAH KUT TEH!!*sigh*....sick of it already....then went to the old folks home...after going to the old folks home,i went to tesco...i bought nothing because there is nothing for me to buy...hmmm...then back home...until it was 4 p.m. i went to shaw centre point....my brother wants to buy a new phone and he is buying it already...getting the phone tomoro...so cool right??he is buying K800i....freaking shit...its so expensive and he buy it just in a few minutes....there fly the RM1000++.....I WANT TOO!!!he is working so he would afford it but not me obviously...i have to save my 2 years allowance to buy that phone...haix....nevermind..i'll afford it one day...ok chaoz....i'm so not in a mood to talk about everything...so thats it....