tHe FuSsY Me

i've finally found out that i've changed!change in what sense,ever you think of it?if you're thinking of it,you can stop guessing now...let me,MYSELF tell you exactly what i've changed...i'll become some heartless-freak one day...(no its not true..i won't)...all the time back...i'll always be frustrated over things....now...it's time for me to change...and i had already change...i'm becoming more and more irritating day by day,fussier than ever,and get mean as well...yeah nothing good hurh??lol...so what??hmm...i have things to be considerate over all the time...there is one that i've took 3 days to make my decision...what so big deal of 3 days right??ya,maybe that is what some of you will think...but its something big deal for me...because i've never really put things into my consideration that long...actually there are before...who ever bothers...so what is the thing i've been considering for 3 days?haha....so let me tell you the story but i'm not going to reveal any of their names...here is how it begin...lets name the character...K is the organizer of this event...L is K's assistant....last week,K ask me if i want to go to a place call S....so i say i'll think about it...and i also asked K what are we gonna do in S?so K told me about the plan...so i say okay,i'll think about it...ever since that day,i've been thinking to go or not to go...so again i ask K,who else is going?K never tell me who is going but K said there are people that are going is the same old gang...after almost a week,i ask L,whom is K's assistant is the plan on?because i didn't see any progress in it...L told me that she didn't know anything,and ask me to ask K...until just now..i saw K online...so i asked K how's the plan going??K told me that he is waiting for the main "character" to confirm...and K said that he felt quite tired being the head of organizer....so i told K that i've be an organizer before..and it wasn't easy...so K say he have two assistant for him now...out of my curiosity of who is the 2 assistant that he have,i asked him who was it...because,as what i knew there are just one assistant...so K told me that his assistant was L and B....i'm so surprise to hear that B was one of the organizer...at that very moment K told me that B are one of the 3 organizer,i've immediately have my decision on my mind...I,SIN DEE decided not to go....as a matter of fact,i HATE B like no body's business...whenever i seen B,my mood of having fun will go like *pooooooof* and i'll be in some terrible bad mood...grrr...i hate it whenever i think of it...but i did not tell K about my decision yet...i'll tell him when the next time he asked me...i can't wait for K to come and ask me if i wanted to go because i just wanted to say it so much that I AM NOT GOING TO GO!!huah huah huah...with NO REGRET and RE-CONSIDERATION..after that,i went and told my sis that i'm not going to that event of THEIRS!! my sis asked me why was it so?i told her that B is one of the organizer so i wouldn't ever want to go to see that FACE!!puiks...my sis told me something that i totally agree with it...she say "why go to a place where you spend your money when you don't have fun there??"...after interpreting her words,i've been thinking in myself..."her words makes a whole lots of sense...why should i spend my money to a place that i'm not happy with it when i could have just save it to go shopping with my friends that i enjoyed to be with??" and "why should i spend my money to make people happy when i'm not satisfied with it?"....lol...it just make so much sense that i could hardly denied it....just love the way human think...