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its been like 4 days ago since i've last updated here....nothing much to update actually....but have lots of things to say!haha!how could this happen right?the reason MUST be i talked too much...well,let's talk about everything as a whole...in this four days,really so MANY thing could happen...its like SOOOOO MANY until it makes you feel nothing...so much emotion strikes scenes,too much of screaming and yelling and too MUCH of listening that cause others to feel so stressful....so its goes in a cycle again...back to emo->scream+yell->listeners got tensed->*REPEAT* after 4 months of school this year,i would love to conclude that our school is in such a big mess now....no proper studies,no proper teaching therefore,NO PROPER LESSON!we have activities one after another....from the beginning of the year until now...we'll have gone through few big events in school for example our the SYMPHONICA II,monthly test,Hari Kecermelangan which is coming soon...and alot of QUIZ held in our school...too many prizes here and there....woosh!school are like hell when you look at them so disorganize...well, all of us would have to understand that we have no choice but to bare with it...more upcoming activities are Mid-Year Examinations,Choir competition,more quiz i think....and more lots lots sessions of stuff....you'll never want to believe how mess up our school condition are....i hope our school could just settle down all this and get back to our schooling life before the monthly test....that are the real studying environment i wanted...i doesn't want anymore of interruption occurs during lesson....we, as the students have difficulties understanding and even the most basic thing,hearing is a BIG problem....not that i wanted to complain bout our school but its just something that are "in" NOW..haha!

hmm,maybe i should leave that topic la...talking too much already....feeling so much stress recently....we have like performance,leaving the class,skip lessons,homework palling,no time to study and many more...how i hope we have 48 hours a day....we get to sleep 12 hours a day,go school for 6 hours a day,study time for 3-4 hours,go for 4 hours tuition a day and we are left with lots of time for others activities....woots!so cool...but ya I WISH!i feel like dying any minute because i felt so exhausted...every time i lie on my bed i could just sleep off...so how could i concentrate?and due to the lack-ness of sleep,i fall sick so easily...i'll easily caught a flu for no good reasons....then have sore throat and cough for NO GOOD REASONS too!i'm sick of getting sick!ITS JUST SO SICKENING!BLAH! k la gotta off to cool down myself from all this stupid flu that are attacking me like hell!CHIAOZ!